Not Looking Good

Once again we have learned that we probably won't be included in this month's batch of referrals. We hear rumors that CCAA is only sending out referrals for families logged in from May 26th to May 30th. We are logged in on May 31st. You can imagine how upset we were to hear the news. Evidently their is a glimmer of hope that we may be included but the big agencies are reporting a cut off date of the 30th. Which in a nutshell means that we have to wait yet another month now. I feel pretty numb right now. We finally were getting excited knowing that this would be our week and then to learn that the CCAA may have only processed a few day worth of referrals and that they aren't even going to finish out the May referrals really took the wind out of our sails. It would really take a miracle now for us to go to China before June. We have learned that CCAA has 400 dossiers logged in on May 31st. It has taken 3 months for them to send out a month's worth of referrals. I know this is all so confusing. Believe me it is to us too. We know for sure that we have to get a referral next (hope April). We have been in limbo waiting for our referral since November. Our spirits were pretty low yesterday but the reality is setting in today and we just have to cling to our faith and know that this will eventually happen. I am so thankful for such supportive family and friends, they keep us laughing. Tabitha took me shopping and to lunch today to get my mind off of things, she is a great friend! Please keep praying for us and hope for the slim chance that we are included this month. I can't wait to see little Myah's face and feel a connection with her. Patience, patience I know......